The reason I told the first story about the guy who said I was a cheat is because my bf said something very weird when we were on our way back from the staff party. He said that it would be 'bad for my reputation' if I broke up with him and got with the guy he worked with.. which I had no intention on doing (also the guy in question wouldn't look twice at me anyway lol) but I don't understand what he meant by it, I asked and he just said about how it wouldn't look good for me with my past being what it is. I'm guessing he means that first situation but he knows the truth there and I'm just in such a mess basically that I feel trapped between a rock and a hard place. I've never cheated on anyone and that is the absolute truth and I don't plan on changing that, I just want to stop hurting without hurting anyone else in the process. I'll admit it was nice talking to someone who was listening and responding lol, but that was it. Even with everything my bf has done, I wouldn't get with his co-worker and hurt him like that. I think I want to break up with my bf, I'm not sure to be honest. I feel like I've tried everything to make the bad better and he just won't help.
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